I think the memory/nightmares of today will stay with me for a long time.......
CS exposure was the main course today but first we had some very large entree's.
More baton practise and open hands defence practise followed by a handcuff assessment!
I worked up quite a sweat in the morning and was really nervous about the handcuffing assessment.
In the end the assessment wasn't too much to worry about, the techniques must have filtered through very slowly in the week leading up to today
Keeping the procedures in mind and using loud verbal commands really helped me to focus and get on with the task in hand (hand geddit!).
After working up a huge appetite we had lunch, I had pasta but still managed to find room for one of Hendons' fine sausages

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After lunch we learnt the theory on cs before going into the gym to practise with the inert canisters. Lots of fun, like being a kid with a water pistol.
No one was having any fun 20 minutes later
We went onto the playing field ready for our fate. I think I had a sense of the feeling the Tommy's had at Ypres before they went over the top, I'm being serious I was scared of what was to come.
We lined up in rows and the trainer put on his gas mask, Oh my god let me out of here!
We were told to walk towards him as he started spraying.
The last thing I saw was a cloud of spray in the air and I went down like a ton of bricks. I was told to get up and carry on walking so I did and that's when it really started to hurt.
My hearing disappeared and I was completely disorientated, but I knew I couldn't rub my eyes.
Thankfully there was a breeze and that helped to alleviate some of the pain but my skin was still burning! I didn't get snotty though just incredible pain around the eyes.
The only thing I can liken it to is having Cillit Bang sprayed in your face whilst someone crushes Scotch Bonnet peppers into your eyes. Imagine that and you're about
halfway there!All around me my classmates were walking around with their eyes screwed shut, snot streaming

and crying for their mothers (alright I made the last bit up but you get the point!).
The showers afterward were like some kind of test of machismo, the only temperature setting was kettle hot!
One thing I noticed about today was how supportive we were of each other, making sure everyone was ok and supporting our classmates as they rode the storm. I think we all felt like battle hardened veterans at the end of today.
A few of us went to the pub afterwards to ease the trauma.
I think the memory of the trainer wearing a gas mask and spraying that stuff will be the stuff of nighmares for many years to come........

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